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I've made my decision people!
It's "official" (it actually won't be until at least tomorrow) but I'm transferring and so I'll be dropping out from Morris for this semester and working at home, I truly believe I'm making the right decision here. Two days into being here I wasn't happy, and I guess somewhere in the back of my mind last year I might've known that this place wasn't for me, but I didn't want to make that decision until I was for sure...Well I'm for sure now.

I'm excited for whatever may happen next, I don't know where I'll be going to school now, I just know that I can't stay here, I'm not happy.

I also know that at home people are excited to see me and hang out with me. Since being back here, I have never once been asked if I wanted to hang out with someone. I know I'm a quiet person, and very introverted and I also know that I don't need a lot of friends to be happy but at home I have friends I can talk to at least, whereas here I just have Jessica, which is okay but it's always nice to have more than one friend to talk to!
Sorry that ^this sentence is one very long run-on sentence!



On a completely different note: Last year I gained a few pounds (the much acclaimed freshman 15) while I'm not completely sure if I gained the whole 15 pounds I did gain weight, so this summer I decided I would try and lose that weight. So I started to only eat 2 meals a day, and losing the weight(obviously not all that healthy) and then once I got diagnosed with PCOS and got put on the diabetic diet I lost more weight, since the start of summer I've lost 17 pounds(according to my record.) This weekend while I was at home I tried on a sweater for church and it was the baggiest thing I've ever tried on, and unfortunately it was actually one of my favorite sweaters ever!

So I'm hoping that after I move home I can continue to lose weight and work out too!